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      <p xml:id="subtitle1" begin="00:00:04.190" end="00:00:05.550">associates. It&apos;s a safe haven</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle2" begin="00:00:05.550" end="00:00:08.160">for wounded warriors suffering</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle3" begin="00:00:08.160" end="00:00:09.760">from combat related PTSD</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle4" begin="00:00:09.760" end="00:00:11.890">veterans are able to connect</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle5" begin="00:00:11.890" end="00:00:13.700">with staff and peers who know</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle6" begin="00:00:13.700" end="00:00:15.660">what it&apos;s like to fight past</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle7" begin="00:00:15.660" end="00:00:17.730">demons today we&apos;re honoring</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle8" begin="00:00:17.730" end="00:00:19.770">veterans who risk their lives</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle9" begin="00:00:19.770" end="00:00:21.800">for our lives the price some of</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle10" begin="00:00:21.800" end="00:00:24.010">them paid was it mental health</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle11" begin="00:00:24.010" end="00:00:25.870">amongst other things here&apos;s a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle12" begin="00:00:25.870" end="00:00:28.180">story of army veteran sergeant</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle13" begin="00:00:28.180" end="00:00:31.110">Tetrick Bates who is all too</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle14" begin="00:00:31.110" end="00:00:33.460">familiar with the darkness after</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle15" begin="00:00:37.120" end="00:00:40.320">service. For them the war in</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle16" begin="00:00:40.320" end="00:00:44.760">Missouri also- Kurdistan in</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle17" begin="00:00:44.760" end="00:00:47.330">Afghanistan. This is you know I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle18" begin="00:00:47.330" end="00:00:50.370">saw a lot over there. More than</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle19" begin="00:00:50.370" end="00:00:53.400">I can bear it to town as a so</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle20" begin="00:00:53.400" end="00:00:56.910">got it overcome those fears or</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle21" begin="00:00:56.910" end="00:00:58.940">was it was- album for me going</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle22" begin="00:00:58.940" end="00:01:00.910">around you know- clearing</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle23" begin="00:01:00.910" end="00:01:02.540">villages current roles because</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle24" begin="00:01:02.540" end="00:01:05.280">of the come again Junior we will</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle25" begin="00:01:05.280" end="00:01:07.420">go out first and- we have to</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle26" begin="00:01:07.420" end="00:01:09.920">make sure that there was a clear</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle27" begin="00:01:09.920" end="00:01:11.890">no bombs no become ID&apos;s- all the</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle28" begin="00:01:11.890" end="00:01:14.090">world. And just every time I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle29" begin="00:01:14.090" end="00:01:17.380">went out to while at the White</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle30" begin="00:01:20.830" end="00:01:21.960">House. The fear gaming you know. And I had to learn how to use</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle31" begin="00:01:21.960" end="00:01:23.700">their fear. To a complete the-</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle32" begin="00:01:23.700" end="00:01:25.800">when I don&apos;t know I mean I was I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle33" begin="00:01:25.800" end="00:01:27.270">was just bubbly person you know-</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle34" begin="00:01:27.270" end="00:01:28.540">my personality I had brought</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle35" begin="00:01:28.540" end="00:01:32.010">person that- once I came back</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle36" begin="00:01:32.010" end="00:01:34.540">from deployment. That went away</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle37" begin="00:01:34.540" end="00:01:39.480">I was on alert- I had to face</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle38" begin="00:01:39.480" end="00:01:41.580">war itself- in lone oak and that</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle39" begin="00:01:41.580" end="00:01:44.290">changed my outlook on life. You</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle40" begin="00:01:44.290" end="00:01:46.990">know- I felt like everybody&apos;s</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle41" begin="00:01:46.990" end="00:01:48.890">out to give me I felt like- the</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle42" begin="00:01:48.890" end="00:01:51.130">all majors. Took me from being a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle43" begin="00:01:51.130" end="00:01:53.160">soldier tell me this and I did a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle44" begin="00:01:53.160" end="00:01:55.830">lot of this is. In all the New</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle45" begin="00:01:55.830" end="00:01:58.730">World. This is a Saudi based as</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle46" begin="00:01:58.730" end="00:02:00.600">all the news you know and- and I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle47" begin="00:02:00.600" end="00:02:02.440">had to come back in the two.</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle48" begin="00:02:02.440" end="00:02:03.940">That was very difficult for me</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle49" begin="00:02:03.940" end="00:02:05.870">you know and I have to found</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle50" begin="00:02:05.870" end="00:02:07.740">other outlets to help cope with</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle51" begin="00:02:07.740" end="00:02:09.640">it. Because I didn&apos;t at the time</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle52" begin="00:02:09.640" end="00:02:12.180">I didn&apos;t have nobody to talk to</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle53" begin="00:02:12.180" end="00:02:14.950">about. And that was you know</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle54" begin="00:02:14.950" end="00:02:17.220">from drugs alcohol. And the-</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle55" begin="00:02:17.220" end="00:02:19.150">industry&apos;s live you know- he</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle56" begin="00:02:19.150" end="00:02:21.760">became a point where I was told</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle57" begin="00:02:21.760" end="00:02:24.390">I said it was just. Me and my</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle58" begin="00:02:24.390" end="00:02:27.680">room is. One of the drugs and</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle59" begin="00:02:29.430" end="00:02:31.100">know anything else. Now when I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle60" begin="00:02:31.100" end="00:02:33.030">got out it was like what is a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle61" begin="00:02:33.030" end="00:02:35.200">month to. Allow I have no</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle62" begin="00:02:35.200" end="00:02:36.970">purpose now to the grace of god</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle63" begin="00:02:36.970" end="00:02:39.510">you know because I could do it</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle64" begin="00:02:39.510" end="00:02:41.310">alone. I was not able to do that</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle65" begin="00:02:41.310" end="00:02:45.070">on my own- me going in and out</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle66" begin="00:02:47.880" end="00:02:51.150">of a- jail- me losing. Every and</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle67" begin="00:02:51.150" end="00:02:53.020">anyone that I love. And B.</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle68" begin="00:02:53.020" end="00:02:55.840">straight going to his deep dark</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle69" begin="00:02:58.030" end="00:03:01.660">was incarcerated- I lived in</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle70" begin="00:03:01.660" end="00:03:03.130">late. I can I can I can we</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle71" begin="00:03:03.130" end="00:03:05.130">continue to do this I need to</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle72" begin="00:03:05.130" end="00:03:07.140">mail. You know does well when</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle73" begin="00:03:07.140" end="00:03:09.100">they when they voted to me was</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle74" begin="00:03:09.100" end="00:03:11.370">like do you want to cancel the</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle75" begin="00:03:11.370" end="00:03:12.970">vehicle. A little gives me. You</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle76" begin="00:03:12.970" end="00:03:14.910">know in. Don&apos;t get me wrong when</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle77" begin="00:03:14.910" end="00:03:17.050">I first got here I was not leave</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle78" begin="00:03:17.050" end="00:03:18.710">I was not for it I didn&apos;t know</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle79" begin="00:03:18.710" end="00:03:20.580">he was like these changes come</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle80" begin="00:03:20.580" end="00:03:23.190">too fast. But I have gained a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle81" begin="00:03:23.190" end="00:03:24.890">Garanti bank. I was around like</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle82" begin="00:03:24.890" end="00:03:28.490">minded people while the</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle83" begin="00:03:28.490" end="00:03:30.390">soldiers. And day. Is self. Gave</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle84" begin="00:03:30.390" end="00:03:33.210">me the drive to continues will</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle85" begin="00:03:37.270" end="00:03:39.940">push into. To B. com sold.</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle86" begin="00:03:39.940" end="00:03:42.440">Regain my purpose- it&apos;s been a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle87" begin="00:03:42.440" end="00:03:45.070">it&apos;s been on. A journey of the</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle88" begin="00:03:45.070" end="00:03:47.680">city is going to join your book.</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle89" begin="00:03:47.680" end="00:03:49.480">How will I when. I would do is I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle90" begin="00:03:49.480" end="00:03:50.680">would do is do my life over</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle91" begin="00:03:50.680" end="00:03:53.420">again I would change nothing</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle92" begin="00:03:53.420" end="00:03:55.450">because it made me. Get a drive</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle93" begin="00:03:55.450" end="00:03:59.650">to want to do that. And the</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle94" begin="00:03:59.650" end="00:04:03.790">we&apos;re- doing it is a community.</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle95" begin="00:04:03.790" end="00:04:05.090">I&apos;m not by myself- I have gained</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle96" begin="00:04:05.090" end="00:04:08.960">. Relationship that with certain</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle97" begin="00:04:08.960" end="00:04:11.070">kids life. And I of Campbell</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle98" begin="00:04:11.070" end="00:04:13.600">and- we go to the refusing</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle99" begin="00:04:13.600" end="00:04:18.110">counseling and just me saying I</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle100" begin="00:04:18.110" end="00:04:22.410">the time I listened to a</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle101" begin="00:04:22.410" end="00:04:25.880">message. That&apos;s why some of. And</p>
      <p xml:id="subtitle102" begin="00:04:25.880" end="00:04:29.170">I&apos;m okay with- now this day and</p>
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